i am not okay

lately..

my body temperature rises unexpectedly.
migraine hit me in the hustle and bustle.
a fit of an uncontrollably coughing hurt me in the chest.
i rarely blow my nose. it was once dripping blood.
i can't sleep well.
i take drugs to release my cough.
surprisingly it helps me to sleep. ( Alhamdulillah )
but then i woke up very late in the morning. --"
my voice had changed. horribly.
seriously, i'm not okay

done by HELMI ZAKI. ( terharu akakkk )

given from a friend of mine who used to be 'someone special' to me before. thanks :)

mengidam pula

i am looking forward to read this book..

The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini..

it was first published in 2003 

(ouh guys. i am s0o oudated --' )

i've surf informations on this book and spotted many positive feedback from the readers.

it is about friendship, betrayal and the price of loyalty.

yeah.

this is the book i yearned for ="(

saya tak nak blog saya berbaur politik semata

hye loves. 

i noticed that lately most of my entries are based on political issue.. 

(bajet banyak entry pula --")

frankly spoken. i hate politics.

but this one seems to be too serious to be ignored.

( or maybe i've grown up !! 0.0" )

i can't just ignore about what is happening to our country.

anything happens to our country may affect us as well

am i right?

(oke drama queen. stop it)

buhbye loves

till i feel like writing again yawlzz... HAHA 

p/s: saya dalam proses meningkatkan prestasi penulisan saya. maafkan kesalahan tatabahasa saya :)

Alhamdulillah..

Again. This entry is about Egypt politic crisis..
ting ting ting ..
I heard that Malaysian embassy in Egypt today had provided more food stocks for our friends there..
They had also decided to use Royal Malaysian Air Force C-130 for the evacuation..
and then transfer them to Jeddah..
They take about five days (if i'm not mistaken) for the migration..
There were some students whose their visa was still being kept by the university,
fortunately our government had given them the new visa for temporary use.
Alhamdulillah.. Things getting better now..
Thank you Allah..
Now i can focus more on my assignment that has been neglected since few days past..
haihh. There are tons of them..
novel; play; and 1500 words essay.
dang !
and there will be a quiz for my LA (language awareness)..
study study study study stdy .. *.*
arghh..  Do it or quit nini ?! (do it..do it.. duit.. duit.. $$)  --"
oke. Till i feel like writing again..
buhbye loves..

p/s: saya dalam proses meningkatkan prestasi penulisan saya. maafkan kesalahan tatabahasa saya. =) 

lagi krisis politik Mesir

astagfirullah..
ya Allah ya Tuhan ku.. sejuk kan lah hati ini..
sebelum kita start panjang panjang, sebelum saya naik panas panas..
istigfar dulu awal awal..
alhamdulillah..
sejuk siket hati ni haa..

susulan dari kes rusuhan di Mesir.. haihhh. bilakah semua ini akan berakhir?
untuk pengatahuan semua, pelajar di sana hidup dalam penuh ketakutan..
rusuhan berlaku berleluasa dan lebih menakutkan apabila itu semua berlaku dalam perkarangan rumah mereka sendiri.. banduan terlepas dari penjara berpusu pusu keluar menyelamatkan diri..
malah ada yang menyatakan ada pelajar Malaysia di Mesir di rogol, tapi alhamdulillah itu adalah RUMOURS semata mata.. namun apa yang di bimbang kan, internet and mobile network di sana juga telah di block !
mereka tidak dapat berkomunikasi antara satu sama lain..
saya sendiri mempunyai seorang abang, isterinya dan cousin di sana..
kami di sini amat bimbang akan keadaan mereka..
di sebabkan mereka tidak dapat berkomunikasi antara satu sama lain, we hav to act as a medium for them to communicate.. everyday col bil naek beratus ratus each day.
bayang kan mereka terpaksa tidur di muka pintu berteman kan pisau, tukul bagi persedian menyelamatkan diri.. ATM di pecahkan, kedai2 runcit di tutup. imagine macam mana mereka nak cari bekalan mknan?
ada juga berita mengatakan anak mereka kehabisan topup dan cash yang ada hanyalah RM 50.
apa boleh buat ngn 50 hengget tuh? nak withdrawl pon tak boleh.. TT
ya Allah.. permudahkan lah urusan mereka.. Amin..
ada juga sesetengah pelajar kita di Mesir yang decide tuk balek sendiri namun terperangkap di airport sana..
bekalan mknan habes.. harga kopi secawan naik sehingga Rm 200.. bekalan mknan yang smpai untuk pelajar kita ibarat secebis garam untuk 10 orang (ape punye bahasa aku nih. lantak lah)
negara laen siap bentang khemah, sedia untuk prepare bekalan makanan untuk rakyat mereka..
pelajar kita pula terpaksa mengemis..

uish. terrpanjang terrlebar pula saya menulis ye. oke. nak stop. tiba tiba suhu meninggi.
entry ini tidak bermaksud untuk mengguris hati atau menimbulkan konspirasi antara mana mana pihak.. ia tidak laen tidak bukan hanyalah secebis luahan perasaan yang tidak terluah (apekah? agaga)
till i feel like writing again.
bye loves.

p/s: sama sama kita doa kan pelajar dan juga rakyat Malaysia di Mesir selamat. semoga segala urusan mereka dipermudahkan dan jauh dari bala yang tidak di ingini.. ingsyaAllah.. Amin..